What's my problem?
2. I don't have an intense desire for anything.
3. I hardly feel happy.
4. I'm usually out of focus.
5 I daydream too much.
6. I've been this way since I was a child.
7. I run towards many unusual obsessions.
8. I can't motivate myself.
9. I have suicidal thoughts a lot of the time.
10. I was obsessed with death and dying since I was a child.
11. I don't know what I'm going to do in the future and I don't intend to find out.
12. I"m emotionally insecure, although I don't show it in my everday behavior.
13. I think society and the world is ridiculous, and I don't want to be a part of it.
14. I can't hate or love anyone intensely.
15. I'm not affected by outside influences that much.
16. My weight level is constantly increasing and decreasing.
17. I can't look forward to the future.
18. I've lost the pleasure of playing and having parties LONG AGO.
19. I never feel jelous of anyone.
20. My family members know all of these and are very concerned.
Answer:
somoene nicked the lid off you jigsaw box - you've found all the pieces but still can't do the jigsaw
methaphors aside you are only a few paces away from the answer, you have involved yourself in a valid search for the truth becasue you are concerned for the concern of others who love you. you have little concern for yourself which is wrong because you are easily top 1% ( I read between lines )
your emotion is primarily internal because you think the world does not deserve or have a place for the way you think - it does.
You know there's something wrong with the world and have known it for a long time but you are not interested in fighting for the world becasue you place no value in it. that i can help change you need value added to your world. without value there can be no purpose
i had similar resevations to you ! they died when i was in my ealry 20's in part becasue I began know myself
once free of the confusion caused by the knowledge that I could be absolutely anythng i wanted to - i managed to begin to separate traits and emotions which manifested themselves more in me and defined me and my natural not conditioned output, you are still flailing looking for these - continue.
Self knowlege bred in me duty towards others. Everything in this world is designed to be better and i now follow that principle. I exist primarily to make things better faster, my way, i'm damned impatient still which helps! If you tried this now you 'd have little foundation all methods would be open to you which would make your output chaotic . there is a vast scope to this task, a lifetiems worth of quality output from you to yet modify the sadly lacking definition of reality.
i fought for years against that which did not fit my world view. I've given up fighting against anything. i lead by example now because attacking anything is relative to it - it was William Blake who said "create your own system or be enslaved by another man's." it took me a decade to realise the scope of that statement.
There are too few good men.
Suicide is a relative action and you don't need to be relative you need, with the manipulative intelligence you have, to be primary - to trailblaze.
with noting more than 20 sentences, I f*cking expect more from you, and you will deliver if you remain alive to do so.
hiding your emotion form the world, is no indicator of lack of emotion on your part quite the opposite, this is i an indicator to me of quality, this is partly where to start to define you. you will need your sharpest deductive powers to remove the world that has been pulled over your eyes in order to find you hidden underneath.
I always loved life so never thought of suicide, my problem was insanity, I felt stuck with the ruidculous banal nature of the world for life, then i met someone who thought how i thought, who saw the flaws I saw, but who had a brilliant mind on the brink of insanity he pulled me back.
drop me an E when you're struggling - and I'll answer direct questions on any topic related to your search. I'll even put you in contact with the genius who saved my mind.
Buff.
u just need to reconnect with your creator. go to church and talk to a pastor about Jesus
You sound VERY depressed - maybe you need to see a doctor about this, if your parents really think it's rebelling and aren't helping the situation?
Good luck with it anyway, Be careful, And get the help because it IS worth hanging around for...
If things are that bad, they can only get better right?
you have MANY signs of depression, get some professional help, they can help you overcome it
don't be to prideful, go to a counselor & get the help you need
you may have depression and i would go to the doctor, it is very common and you are not the only one feeling like this. when you are a teenager you have chemical changes going on in your body that can make you feel this way, it wont always be like this, the doctor should be able to help, k..good luck
Yourself.
If you notice your sentences, the very thing that always comes out is " I, Me, and Myself."
Honestly speaking, only God can cure you. And that means letting Christ into your life.
No Psychologist, no councellor, no Pill can give you the solution. Only Jesus can do cure you of that depression of yours.
Focus on Christ so you can take of that I, Me, Myself complexity.
Just remember this : So forget about yourself, and concetrate on Him and Worship Him.
Peace and God Bless.
it seems like a mix of add and deppression if you want to cure this I reccomend you go to a doctor and get medical help
i have a feeling your parents are part of the reason for your feelings. a child should be encouraged by their parents to do the things they enjoy, not forced to live up to the expectations of the parents. these accomplishments of the child's personal enjoyments are what create a happy and self assured adult. i wouldn't be surprised if the way ur parents pushed you into this state of mind. counseling by an objective trained professional can help a lot, it helped my wife tremendously. i know society has a stigma on seeking mental health, but that is the reason for the magnitude of mental health problems in this country. do this for yourself and no one else, even if you have to keep it a secret from others, because you are on a bad personal path. good luck!
those are symptoms of DEPRESSION.
Seek for psycho help.
u are undergoing the stage of adolescence. it doesn't matter your actual age. that is the stage of life at which the whole world is one big question, rather like your list. seek professional help from a counselor.
u need a wake up call...get involve in something no questions ask...and go full on it
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