Cut or goodbye?
To go though this
Why does it have to be me
Who can never show it
I'm crying cant you see
Don't you care about me?
I lock myself in the bathroom
I won't let anybody in
Then I see it
Perfectly sharpend in all its glory
To help me,
Release me
Let me be free
I take it in my hand
Gripping it tightley
Pointing it carfully at my wrist
Im going to do this
I close my eyes
Count to 5
A sudden pain
Releases,
I feel it trickling
I look at it
It's not to deep, but deep enough
To feel
To know I'm real
I'm released
And I'm not hurt
Not in the least bit
Then I sit
Once again
Looking,Thinking
About what I have just done
Just accomplished
A small frown appears on my face
Not enough
A tear takes place
Makes its jouney to my wrist
Stings, Burns
The pain
Too slow
I get up and look at my ugly face
In the mirrior
And Scream
HOW COULD ANYONE EVEN WANT ME!!!
I'm ending this mistake
This mistake thats me, my life
I'm fed up with life
I hold the knife to my throat
I thought it's a few seconds of pain or the rest of my life
I make one final slice
My last words are
Good-bye thanks for all the pain and misery
Answer:
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ur very good ;)
Wow! But did you really have to slit your throat?
I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL. I WENT THREW THE SAME THING AND AND WANTED TO DIE JUST LIKE YOU BUT I CAME HERE AND ASKED FOR HELP. PLEASE STOP DOING IT I KNOW THAT YOU DONT KNOW ME SO WHAT I SAY MAY NOT MATTER TO YOU BUT I JUST WANT YOU TO HEAR MY OUT. WHATEVER YOUR PROBLEMS ARE THEY WILL EVENTUALLY GO AWAY AND YOUR DAY WILL BE BRIGHTENED AGAIN. IF YOU EVER NEED TO TALK ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS SEND MY AN E-MAIL AND WE CAN TALK AS LONG AS YOU WANT. GOD BLESS YOU. HER'S MY EMAIL jazzmine_vann@yahoo.com
Wow that poems great.It so true. I too have been a heavy self harmer and have attempted suicide.It speaks the truth so well.
If you are cutting though or thinking of taking your life then please get some help,i have been there and it is hell,you can end your hell with out the drastic action of suicide,get some help,please.
If you want to talk then please feel free to e-mail me. solieval@hotmail.com
Good luck
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